My Terrible Weekend!

On Last friday when i told with my grilfriend on my phone. In another minute I'm feeling so fine similar her turn the freeze into warm light. Had a premonition I been wating ever since. When she said me. She has a new boyfriend my world coming down. No guarantees but I'm so sure She's into silence Candy for the head. Had a walking vision. I been so high ever since. It's got me spinnin round. If her really wanna fly her gotta let go. Simply the most big sensation. And She's really pretty One eyed vision. when I found her my world came crashing down. May be this grieve is to be free that is this world's only consequence. Is This happy feeling? I had kept beautiful memories beyond the distant past, the life we are yet to see has one dream which make it come true. in the end my life experiance teach me that life is not for eternity everyone, one by one whispers softly into their hearts. After i told with my girlfriend. my friends and i go hang out drank forgot her. but this isn't right exit way for me. When I'm back at home and I'm looking forward to this life I live.
I knew it's gonna haunt me so hesitation to this life I give. But i can't slept I hear those her voices at night and i thought her all day and night. Why her should leave to me? now i thought her doesn't care me but soon enough her's went think of me. However I think I should forgot her. On Sunday i should slept all day and I think this weekend was terrible.



PS. i HATE LiviNG iN A LiE. THE TiME AND ENEGY THAT I HAvE To sPEND oN KEEPiNG A sEcRET is jUsT wAY Too MUcH FoR ME.